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Self​-​Inflicted Martyrdom

from The Signs of Spiritual Delusion by Cross Bringer

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lyrics

”Левитация”

I confess!

Forever enslaved
By my own hate
Trapped in a room
(with) The one i can’t stand

One day it has to stop.

Trying my hardest and failing
Planning upfront and bailing
Seeing the darkness unveiling
Tying a rope to a railing

Clawing my eyes out every time I see this face appear
It’s oozing shit, without a reason I want to disappear
(I can’t) I cannot find a single thing I tolerate enough
I try to think of the good deeds, it feels just like a bluff
I cannot trust myself enough to talk to others too
Self-deprivation has been winning, telling me what’s ‘true’:

Worthless piece of shit
Angry fucking twat
Obsessive freak
Dysphoric maniac

Whose will to live still lingers…

(I am) Choosing for life,
Checking my time,
Wasted on strife
Heartache and grime;
Reasons to live,
Be more humane
To myself first:
No more pain.

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from The Signs of Spiritual Delusion, released September 18, 2020

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Cross Bringer Saint Petersburg, Russia

Cross Bringer is a new four-piece band founded by members of Euglena and The Homeless is Dead in 2019. Despite the kilometers separating the members (who are currently located in Belgium and Russia), they managed to record their debut album The Signs of Spiritual Delusion, which will be released September, 18, 2020 on Consouling Sounds. ... more

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